I need to turn to God a lot more than I do. Today I struggled twice with someone else's words, the second time was harder because those words hurt my child and that didn't sit well with me. I walked away from that one, wanting so much to say something but knowing the problems that could ensue. So now I just pray for peace and try to keep the peace. The funny thing is that I am sure that the person doesn't know and would think they are right. Time to move on!!!
The other person I just glared at for being thoughtless. I guess if I could've said something in a nice way about remembering to watch what you say because you never know who is listening or how your words are perceived. I talked that one over many times, maybe I should've worried that not only the people who I was talking to were listening to me rant but God was listening. That caught up with me tonight, maybe why I just let the words that caused my daughter hurt to just be there without dealing with them.
I could go on and on and since I'm pretty sure no one reads my blog I'd be pretty safe.
Take deep breath and pray - ask God for forgiveness. Lift my face to the heavens and praise God - praise him for everything - good and bad and then thank him for all the same things. I'm only human. I run my mouth too much. So I'll continue to pray that cooler heads prevail over my tongue.
I am so very thankful for one person who prayed with me tonight. She is such a sweet person with such a sweet, loving Godly spirit and tonight she helped and encouraged me so much!!!
So I'll keep on trucking and singing praises and thanks to my wonderful God!!!!
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